i Just love my class - 4E1 2009!!!!

Well. last sports Carnival, kind of sad, but it was one of the best Carnival ever had. Although got silver for floorball, but the spirit of 4e1 never dies.
Well, not much photos, as i was busy during the entire carnival. =)





Down... another time.
Wasnt in mood these days after that fateful incident...
Was thinking of ways to get myself back, well.. it didnt work in any way...

Knowing very well that i am having my block test all coming after today, woke up and started studying, until 5 and just sat at the sofa, simply, just shut my eyes... i just felt so alone in my container.

Last wednesday, it was the most saddest day i ever had, i treated my best buddy as a total stranger... It was the first time i felt so down because of a friend, maybe he is such a good friend that once i got impacted, it really hurt inside. actually, its kind of expected of him, knowing him for so long.

Well have been thinking deep these days. why do i even bother about others. everyone just simply cared about themselves, their own benefits, its all their own. and here i am, behaving so foolish thinking about others. i started to doubt my own belief. to treat others how i want to be treated... i got so sick thinking of these... i just felt very down, spend the whole evening at the park.. and saw this child, running towards me, and fell down while i was sitting on the other side. i hurried went forward. he was around 4 years old. and seeing him falling and still smiling, giggling... it just questioned myself. even a kid... knowing that it hurts, smiling and laughing...
How silly i am. thinking of such stuffs. the kid's parents came along, and brought him back. i just sat back and smiled at their back. for no reason, i envy that kid, but at the same time, i felt blessed by the smile of his.

Went back home, thinking what a good friend is. or rather, how best can a best friend be. What should i be doing. i dont feel myself, i dun usually behave like this. i am just empty inside these days.

I know i cannot carry on like this anymore, i got to move on. who cares if u are down. they are all running forward. as if anyone would look back and pull up. maybe i should thank that kid..

Holidays are ending. indeed time flies. time to start running agian. Cant allow such things to be obstructing me.

(How can a President behaving like this?)
Good question. i am still a human afterall.... ....




Well... many things happened, joyful ones, depressing ones... mixture of feelings here and there...
looking at the new recuited sec 1s, remind me of how i was look upon in others eyes. haha... that was 3 years ago.

Results shown, depressed over about it, its the first time i ever felt so depressed. and i was totally speechless, even when firhat and other jokers tried to tickle me, the laugh just didnt come out from the heart. Studied hard yet not producing results, guess i am being over-confident again, just like old times. Sigh, just hate this character of mine. Cant control over it totally... so sickening.

Depressed, and its time to come back. i am on the run again!

Tired, who isnt... ? good result, who dont want? Left behind, who wish to...
Come to think of it... i am very lucky, to have such friends surrounding me. or else, i guess i wont bounce back that quickly.

10 points... here i come... Dick liao, you just wait.


The class that i am so proud of...





BAH....... Totally Wiped out....
I will put it simple...
Yesterday - Christmas Eve 2009
Went out with Kendrick, Ren Khang, Chun Peng, Song Ying, Yun Hui, Wei Jie, Wei Kang, and Siew Fong to Vivo and after that proceed to suntec for Kbox. Spent quite a lot. haha



Then, i left and went for aaron's party. as usual, we torn overnight. Didnt sleep for the whole night, was playing majong, poker, and some stupid but interesting games.. haha it entertained us for the entire night. All of us were all worn out by the forfiets and *Peng* at 630am. all of us were like just lying on the floor and just simply rest. Well some of them have to go home early, so we departed aarons house at 7am+. After Which, together with Chao Han, we went for Church for Christmas Service. There are 2 services, one at 1030am, another at 1245pm. Actually only intend to attend the first one then *Zhao* home and zzz sleep, very super duper extremely sleepy. But heard that my long lost church mates were attending the 2nd service at 1245pm. i also want to see them. Cause very long never meet them already. so i attended the 2nd service and i was like.. sleeping during the entire service. haha Chao Han also *Peng* already. doze off .. haha. Alright... very tired now. just got home.. i want to rest.... tata.


Isnt being simple minded a wonderful gift? is it? Sometimes knowing nothing, is better than knowing so many things. Now a days i have been watching a chinese drama, its a drama with many Emotions and Thoughts installed in it. its just 3 disc, 14 episodes in total. The drama is called "Bu Liang Xiao Hua - 不良笑花" If i am not wrong, its currently showing at channel U from 7-8 i guess....

Well... its a nice Drama. Although Quite short... Actually, i got impacted quite a bit. reminds me of those old times. High-class people, or low-class people. which one will u prefer to be born in... i actually asked this rhetorical question. Its like of... pityful also. Being rich, when people are good to you, its sometimes hard to differ if the person is truely and purely good, or does he/she have
ulterior motive about money that you have. Being Poor, kind of limited to things, and when it comes to attiquete, sometimes it comes to our disadvantage.

I actually learnt alot from this 14 episode of drama.
The bond in strong best friends,
The process where hate becomes love, ironicallly,
The backstage works that are done for good - things done behind the back without noticing.,
The letting go of your loves one for good,
How positive a simple person can get,
The Power of Silence,
The realisation of the true meaning of love.
Precious moments to be kept and apprecieated every moment....
Just to much. its a great drama though. just happen to wonder who will the girl, i dono if it really her. Haha.. have been thinking much.

Anyway, now i have nothing to do again. Have to start work to prepare for NPCC CCA Open house. kind of zzz but i cant possibly leave things hanging around. Since i have so many seniors and friends working hard for the unit, i guess i should stop complaining about those childish stuffs anymore. i have to grow up even more... and be more wiseful. Have quite a lot NP stuffs to be done. Also... School reopening very soon. i still have left undone assignments. haha so typical.... Alright... start 2009 with a positive mindset! JIA YOU! =)

Wont be Blogging for a moment. maybe a few little times. i am looking into a busy, handworking life in 2009. Target L1R5 14. mission impossible (shaun version) is going to commence... haha

Changed song.
楊丞琳 - 帶我走
潘玮柏 - 转机
潘玮柏 - 同一個遺憾

Fountain of Wealth

Ren Khang, Me, Song Ying, Chun Peng, Kendrick

i will end here then, :)

Shaun Kwek Seng Erng
15 years-old
13th May 1993
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